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I confess....

That I have been super whiney this week. I've had good cause, but I kinda feel bad for everyone around me.

I confess.....

I haven't started packing yet. We move in one month and 4 days and the only things that are packed. It's like I think that if I just don't do it it will do itself. Where's Hermione when you need her???

I confess.....

I have decided I'm a stress junkie. If I'm not stressed, I'm asleep. I worry about everything. If I can't find something to worry about I worry about what's going to happen next. It's a problem I'm not sure how to fix.

I confess...

I can't remember anything. Seriously. I sit in front of the computer and will be typing and just forget what I was saying. I will reread the sentence about 20 times and still have no idea. It happens when I'm talking to and it drives Hubby nuts. Today I also lost my glasses.*sigh* It's gonna be one of those days.

22 July 2011

The sweetest husband in the world.

Noneya says

Your Eyes
Your mysterious eyes,
so deep, so hurt.
They draw me in,
and strip my soul of it's secrets.
Eyes so full of life,
full of fire,
full of passion,
and it burns me, fills me up.
I drink of it, and yet,
they are soft, so very kind;
Pools of liquid fire,
they ignite my desire.
I could drown in their tenderness.
Your mysterious eyes.

Adam Stephen Gale


Adam wrote me that poem before we got married. He's always been really good about being romantic.

So this past week has been bad. Like really bad. I was terrified that I was gonna lose my job and It's just been one thing after another. So Adam went out of his way to be good and kind and take care of me. Saturday morning I woke up to this:



The card plays "Lean on me." He was reminding me that I'm not in this on my own. How amazing is he? Thanks Hubby!!! I love you!

17 July 2011

Friday Confessional

I confess....

It's Adams birthday, and I don't have a gift for him. Not because I haven't thought about it, or I forgot. I've been thinking and worrying about it all month. Gifts are huge for me.

I confess....

We got the house near my parents!!!! We are super excited. Every penny we have is tied up in the move, and will be for the next fourish months. So hubby has to wait, but I hate it.

I confess....

I made a cake yesterday for hubby's birthday today. It's delish. I am JUST that awesome. I'm fixin to make a pasta salad tomorrow for hubby's family reunion. I'm excited. It should be a lot of fun. Hubby's Mom's Family is loud and crazy and fun. I am all over this. The kids should have a blast.

I confess.....

I haven't o'd yet. I was expecting it to happen 5 days after finishing clomid. Maybe that wasn't realistic. I'm crossing my fingers that my body is just behind schedule. It would be awesome if I could be preggo before we move!

08 July 2011

Iiiiiiiits FRIDAY (confessional)

I confess....

We are taking a spur-o-the-moment trip down to southern Utah. To look at a house down there. Not to buy (yet) but definitely to rent. It's perfect....from what we know.

I keep waiting for the "other shoe to drop" Something that's gonna be SERIOUSLY wrong. The house is three bedroom two bath. Two blocks from my sister and four from my parents. I would be in my sister's ward. There's no yard car because the house is landscaped with rocks. There's an RV pad on the side. It's within our price range. The landlord is amazing. Sooo when things are to good to be true they usually are....so what exactly is wrong with his.

I confess.....

I'm more excited than I should be about this. The trip the house....everything. We haven't been approved yet, but ummm...yeah.

I confess....

I'm not excited about trying to pack all of our belongings into a 16 foot trailer. Last time we had a 24' but there was about 4 feet extra room. It's gonna be tiiiiiiiiiiiight. But in the end it will be worth it. We will have gotten rid of a lot of stuff and be in a house (hopefully).

01 July 2011